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2008-01-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

oh...my....god. i think i just spent half my life trying find a website that shows land before time and all i get are the lousy sequels...going all the way up to 11 i think. seriously. i've still got the super big laser disc though the player doesn't work anymore...double urgh. i rmb watching it alot when i was younger it was really really terribly good..the best animated film ever beats the incredibles and even finding nemo ha ha ha(i like those alot too)
so fucking horrible.....i really want to watch

if you've never in your life ever watched the land before time....its time you did. for real. but don't forget to tell me when you've found means of watching it okay!

................in other newz..i've been secretly learning how to do soulja boy's crank that at home hee hee hee

/editted in the evening
to be honest you are most mockable for an someone your age and i'm not even one to usually make fun of people (okay maybe a little)even more to say it on my own blog

2007-12-31T18:21:00.000+08:00

forget about photos and reflecting/resolutions...........................let us all just wish for a good year ahead (=

good riddance 2007.

2007-12-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

quick update since i came home early today....

okay the next few days leading to 2008 will be post-xmas dinner, family bbq/steamboat, new years eve plans with di which i am looking forward to cos i haven't seen her the whole of this holz..the last time was last year holidays when i was taking advantage of her turning 18 while i was still 16 and pre-pubescent (not)

photos from today just because i haven't done this in a long timeregretfully the last game(s) with hypernovas(mockable but nvm). felt quite bad just now cos i know its really very irresponsible of me to leave the team halfway..hope coach finds a replacement goalie asap

idling/stoning/being aimless/eavesdropping on groz ang moh-china woman sexual exchange/falling asleep/pigging out at far east. this is what you get when nobody wants to go along with your idea of going to sentosa and playing twister

(hahaha and sorry for my un-censored big tittiez.............my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard)

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.....and short-term plans for as soon as sch reopens: get my new passport done for jb and find a job/work/ways to get my dollarz

2007-12-25T03:08:00.000+08:00

just now in the afternoon i was home looking up dreadlocks cos i've secretly been wanting them since the beginning of this year but like..school+money restriction its a no-go. so anw i read it up on the net quite set on doing it next year SINCE i haven't cut my hair yet anyways and i'll be out of rule-bounded school education PLUS i need cooler(nobody uses this word anymore do they) hair than the one i have already har har har
okay getting back on track..the site i was on said that if i were to get dreadlocks i am going to be so groz cause i can wash my hair only once a week (?? or less) and will usually/eventually get dry/flaky scalp and dandruff O-M-G

SO maybe i'll do it later on when i'm older and more gross with my hair hygiene..............................................................................................................

2007-12-22T02:52:00.000+08:00

my parents are in jakarta now this is pretty upsetting cos i've run out of $$$ when i really need it the most..with 2 christmas dinners coming up plus elisha's xmas house party. adding on to that my mom's bday on 25th and dad's on 28th. december is always the most expensive month ever

i hope to be working in jan/feb next year hahaha i am damn fucking lazy you know..i could have been working the past 2 months but keep putting it off. i think i'll tutor and maybe do a few camps....i love to get myself good money heh heh...minimal time/effrot, highest possible ka-chingzz received wow

2007-12-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

hahaha okay i guess i shouldn't have seen those photos. whoops

2007-12-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

he is really very sexy right. i think youtube has the power to bring out the mj fan in everybody.......i spent 5 hours (or more)ytd afternoon watching videos of him from music vids to living with mike to take 2 to his private home videos to fan videos to looking him up on wikipedia to....wow i think i'm ready to be a michael jackson fan now hee hee...long time since taufik batisah

2007-12-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

panic room showing on channel 5 now reminds me of the sluggish dayz i had in room 414 with fairuz (okay maybe i was the slug while she's buzy with fundraising thingz) and how we were watching it from beginning to end on HBO and not know it was panic room.....until now.

2007-11-30T12:23:00.000+08:00

i miss sros, moek, son ath and the chinese boy )=

2007-11-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

its damn fucking gross to the mazzzz for real goosebumpz for life from watching the video urgh
http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/woman/real_life/article516015.ece

2007-11-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

..................and moving on to addressing more serious issues....i really need to get into top form to impress ** this coming dec hahaha i am so funny right

2007-11-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

flattery at its highest

2007-11-26T09:52:00.000+08:00

hihi ij and crescent palz mentioned pls call/msg me soon for a date before next sch term starts for yallz

no. 1 palz namely ballsy sam jean siew mel fera MUST
jy sy atiqah
marissa
nas joelle haziqah marissa
hannah
victoria
kevin joelle
judy suhong bizhi sam jean
liyana
emil hazimah
sitt ashikin nad...4s3

i've realized as much that i've got very little male palz )= why??????????????????? okay i'm quite upset but that aside.....i'm going full force on long johns/subway/kfc/macs/mos/yoshi/carls jr/bk/every other fat-fried carb filled fast food for the next week after 11 hell dayz of indian lunch pluz dinner i can just die omg i lost 4kg and expect to gain it back and more in the next 3 days hee hee hee okay gross much

photoz in cambodia soon

2007-11-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

"seems like this one setback cues for the rest of my life to come crashing down as well"

bad weekend

2007-10-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

been quite a while since i came online

okay before i start on anything..after sch today jy they all were showing me the indian thriller vid which reminded me of this one from grace

its really damn funny!!even without the sound..funnier than the thriller!!!! (i bet melissa will go crazy watching this)

haven't been in sch much but when i go there's not much activity even after exams everyone's still buzy with pw but nvm cos all of that will be over by the end of this month including mtl As

speaking of which i really hope its not strictly 2 h2s and 2 h1s and that they would take into account 5 pts cos as of now i've only got lit and my 2 H1s...crossing my fingers for gp. plus just now had to go for A(dvanced) CWO (bullshit) plus my really lousy attendance i really really wonder whether mr lim (and the other tutors) will help me )=
BUT this is not the time to worry i've got other exciting thingz to be happy about

2007-10-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

i love my friendz cos they're all aspiring bakers....mon jy baked chocolate chip cookies, tues mel made choc muffins and today was sy's peach tarts!!!!!!!wow...it was really damn good. and then there's ball and her steamed cupcakes (which was not supposed to be but turned out well) hahaha well..this one's meant for glenn. mine has an AJ but i didn't take a photo of it

2007-10-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

4 dayz not enough!!

2007-10-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

ytd was awesome i've never felt so...achieved in my life hahaha

2007-09-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

whoa studying for geog last minute is really a damn bad idea. i know this is not the time to regret BUT NOW i really wish i had listened in tutorials and gone for lectures more often. i took out my geog notes ytd night and felt really lost and sick to the stomach its like i don't know what i'm doing and where to start. i don't even know what topics there are to study and my notes aren't even complete cos most of the things have to be copied during lect. and when i think about it plus all the case studies i have to read about...i really really want to cry now.

2007-09-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

i really like mulan alot

2007-09-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

whoa i swear this is the wrong time to discover tv links

2007-09-20T12:05:00.000+08:00

this wk feels like the LONGEST week ever like its never gonna end )= i kept thinking/feeling it was fri on monday already

i really can't wait till after midcourse though there's still pw and mtl As which means sch doesn't end just there..but atleast there'll be more playing. i've been quite grumpy in sch the past week(if i'm in sch at all) and not being able to eat ytf with sy/jy/mel is making me feel worse (very piggish i know but that's the only thing i enjoy eating in sch)
but ytd we were discussing about post-promos activities and we're having a movie marathon at atiqah's new housie RIGHT after promos..cheers me up quite a bit!

okay bye.

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pw photoshoot........(marissa)

we took over a million jump shots over the span of the 2 days

2007-09-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

whenever i come online and like have smth to blog about i'll always end up putting it off coz of all the distractions and in the end i'd either have forgotten what to say/no more mood

you know in the weekend i got really damn excited over facebook!! at first i couldn't really be bothered cos everything looks really messy but now like WOW so cool i like the superlative app. best...so i think everybody should nominate me as HOTTEST GIRL ON FB okay

but anwz i must also tell you how piggish i was even though it was the fasting month. it was like an unintentional carb diet OMG all the pasta and shephards pie lasagne etc...i want to die now

my parents are in hk for this wk i hope they bring home krispy kremes
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UPDATE FOR J1 INNOVIANZ: GOOD NEWS PALZ, only 18 days LEFT till END of promos!!!(= awesome much

(WHOA damn asshole i want to upload photos blogger don't allow...i think too many photos of me they cannot take it. i feel so....sad)

2007-09-10T04:13:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh....25 days left till end of promos....i think i can live with that (=

2007-09-06T11:48:00.000+08:00

wah really damn horrible...i set my hp alarm at 7 but as usual it blanked out/died on me through the night
so i'm missing alot of things in sch right now like...a little R-rated action and lit tutorial AND the third time pangseh-ing ms leong for the essay test. damn it la i'm really damn irresponsible.. i couldn't even rmb to msg her ytd to tell whether i can make it or not

i think like all the sts don't even know i exist or like ignore me alot because i never really participate during tutorials...either that or i absent myself. and that really sux cos class participation takes quite abit in the percentage for promotion criteria (bull shit you know).................................................i feel like having bbq squid )=

2007-08-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

rock your body, mic check 1 2
cos it ain't a party til my crew run through
shake some body, show me what you can do
like ohhhhh, ohhhhhh

i feel like doing aces dance now!!!

2007-08-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

"oi............ stop monologuing"

sighz much i am in no mood to do wr at all )= i think i'm skipping sch tmr to go island cream and study with sam.......for econs maybe?

2007-08-22T08:51:00.000+08:00

i totally went back on my word urgh...hates it. slept in again )= ytd ball was just asking me to skip sch to study with her today and i told her NO i must come to sch cause afterall i still owe mr lim 4 mcs for the last week. and now i can't even go back to sleep and i don't wanna ask annabelle to study cos i think she found someone else already.......we all know who ;) HAHAHA okay kidding totally out of point but anwz i still feel damn useless now i'm going to...read the lit handbook (?!)

btw after reading atiqah's blog did i realize how MANY tests there were over the last 2 dayz and how i actually managed to get away with all of them without realizing it (except for econs which was intentional)

really can't wait for next week cos its the last wk before sept holz and there's the talent showcase thing and half day fri for teacherz day WOW loves it

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okay going to sch later for pilot test and trng!

outdated photos

har har har look siew can balance better than me
july big kidz...thanks 41c (=

2007-08-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

todays a fairly good day and i'm in a fairly good mood. i love wednesdayz cause its so short but i always end up staying in sch till 7 plus
pe was really fun without ol, nagging daniel lee (not that i don't like him) and THANK GOD its the last soccer pe we're gonna have........soccer sux ballz..you know?
anwz i left sch without my doughnuts )= so tragic. i was really looking forward to eating them

i've worn my contacts for 4 days straight now without taking them out and then this morning when i woke up everything was blurry in my left eye.....i think when i was sleeping the contacts rolled into the back of my eyes.........i really don't want to die

2007-08-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

okay! holidays over. thanks sg government for giving us such a long break just to celebrate national day (=
i'll...spend my last sun trying to do all the extra hol assignments plus overdue ones. i won't try too hard though

2007-08-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA................(i can go on forever but my typing stamina isn't too good)..........................................jy just told me the funniest, most ridiculous piece of newz ever...loves it. i'll eat my shoe if (it) ever works out (first have to find out if its even true or not) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..........thanks jy you just made my night (= i...won't be able to sleep tonight

2007-08-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

my life is quite dull of late

actually i've got a lot of photos of myself to put up, but.....i so shy (hahaha shit i think i'm getting influenced by joelle) and also i didn't go out at all the past weekend cos of food poisoning and i even missed out on ball's birthday celebration with the rest)= nvm, hopefully this wed/thurs i'll get to see her

today was quite tense...cause haziqah almost beat me up( no la...she not so strong) but.......i've realised my mistake, like i shouldn't be so relaxed cause afterall it IS a group effort and being bo chup about it means dragging 4 other palz grades down along with yours. so....haziqah, i assure you'll get my section for wr by this wednesday. and can i ask you NEVER ever to FORCE me to do things ever again because i really hate people who does that- on top of not trusting the fact that i'll do it well enough

in spite of that.........i can look forward to an earlier weekend cos, well..the week ends tomorrow!! (=

mo.......lam.........sai. just felt like saying that. since i don't get to say it in school anymore

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hahaha sorry sitt i just had to put this up i think you look damn cute

2007-08-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

wow...finally done with the 2nd draft for eom. ok fine actually not really cos i only changed abit here and there...all for the sake of handing in on time. so he won't have a reason to come into class and scold and nag again....unless still alot of clazmates refuse to be as conscientious a student as i am...sighz

ptm tomorrow i am definitely not coming no way never cos if i come also i'll have to explain my abesence in sch today on the spot in front of both teacher and parents....wow nightmare!...i've always hated being spontaneous..nooooo.......
but anw i'm very sure none of the tutors will have anything bad to say about me. i'm so...good in sch like goody-two-shoes i'm no troublemakerz...i think i'm top in class for all subjects.....should be...........

bs why my complexion so bad now

2007-07-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

omg omg troy on tv!!! 9 Aug okay must rmb
anw eva is really damn cutesy in desperate now heh heh heh

2007-07-28T17:55:00.000+08:00

okay just came back from nyp's hockey carnival left with vict and ada earlier..so i didn't get to stay for match with nad and polly hahaha don't think i want to anywayz

today aside....................................................
it was a really good day ytd! i felt like a blessed baby(=...thanks to anyone/everyone who bothered to wish/sing /call/msg/tag/hug etc
esp sam ball siew jean mel for the really nice surprise......frenz 4eva?? HAHA (we've all got our bday surprisez already except jean and fera heh heh heh) and 0741c luvah luvah class

i'm going out for dinner now bye!

2007-07-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

my mother is not acceptable at all! i woke up from sleep just now to find that everyone has abandoned me to go somewhere(they always do that) so i called my mom to ask her where she was and buy me dinner....

(not exact words btw)
"hello where you at"
"changi"
"what are you doing there. are you with bapak(dad)"
"no i'm having a date with my boyfriend"
"okay can you help me buy dinner"
"for what?? there's food at home"
"but i ate that for lunch"
"bye he's waiting for me"

MY MOTHER SUCKZZ BALLZ! i thought the date thing was funny though hahaha she's always saying that whenever i ask her where she's been to
but all is well now cos a few mins after that my dad msged: I'm wif mak(mom) at changi. U wan anything?
(= my dad is alwayz the best

okay lets move on with life........
its the second time this week i've decided to sleep in and skip school. which is really quite bad cos i used to refrain my lazy days to only once a week. but i think its the school's fault cause they've suddenly decided to be really strict with late-coming and last term i still bother to come at 12+...but now if i can't wake up in the morning i might as well not come if i'm going to have to do detention at the end of the day right!?
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come online plese come come online please

2007-07-15T00:53:00.000+08:00

my sister just rented stomp the yard. i remembered watching it in the theatres...really loved it!

anw i finally caught harry today. went to northpoint to..avoid the traffic. but we couldn't even get the tickets even though we reached an hour(or more) early! thankfully after much reluctance from sam cos by the time it ends she'll miss the last train home- and sacrificing on my part, we got the tickets.
it was quite disappointing. like they really cut out most of the exciting parts and even added on things that never ever happened in the book. and almost everybody on the cast looks really very bad........plus we rushed in so i kind of forgot to get my cheese sausage )=

bye i need to go bathe!

2007-07-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

hi i very lazy to talk about today but quite exciting cos melissa ball and siew had alot to tell me...and ms nathan also (wow...she's the best)
and i only found out today that i got 1/2 mark for geog (from annabelle..of all people) i amaze myself all the time! (=

2007-07-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

today i left for home like around 4 under the sweltering sun (i was almost dying) and i realised that the whole time this week i haven't like reached home before 8 at all.
tues interview with glenn lim, wed had trng, thurs ocip meeting and today supposedly trng..but i'd rather go home and sleep (which i did)

and its going to be like this till mid-course approaches....with netball and hockey trngs, ocip meetings, irregular pw sessions etc..everyday of the wk i'll just have to drain my energy away in sch till 7-8pm...that'll be like a whole 12hrs spent in school )= thank god netball trngs are put on hold for the time being
but looking at it on the brighter side i think my involvement in all..these activities like builds up my momentum and it makes me more...involved with sch itself
cos i rmb just bumming around alot in crescent and i ended up being very tardy (not that i'm not still)coming to sch late..or not coming at all just because i felt like it, sleeping in classes..all the lazy things
PLUS staying in sch late means i don't have to walk home in the hellish sun and in the cool night breeze intstead

2007-07-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

i'd give 2 thumbs up for the past week. theref........ i shall give a full-fledged acc of the week. HAPPY NOT?!!!
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mon- thurs was great cause it was summer test period and i couldn't be more glad to sleep through my econs and geog papers

went down to town after papers on thurs siew and sam were late so i went to cine to cut my hair (ON MY OWN..wow i'm really brave right) met up with siew sitt nad after that and ditched our plans to watch goal2 (no loss..i think)
had thai express for dinner though i wasn't having thai food cravings )=

reached sch early on fri for pw..and i must admit it was really productive and we finished alot of things. bad news was nas getting chicken pox...which means we'll have one less person for the upcoming interview....spent close to 6 hrs in the lib WITHOUT breakfast or lunch so on the way back i was savagely gulping down a fish burger and mango milk tea..all in less than a min (seems like it) i felt damn sick in the train down to town to meet ball our initial plan was to accompany me cut hair but i did that already so we just talked...i was quite happy to see her!

sat started off quite bad cos i deliberately missed cop and i felt quite bad for jy. met di and shary at island creamery instead and cheered up after having my favzzz soursop
went back home and took a nap. wow...i sure feel happiest when i'm sleeping (hahaha)...............
that was until sam called and rudely woke me up (i find it most unfortunate to be awoken from sleep) went to city hall to meet her earlier and i ended up having ice cream(again!) at nz naturals. sigh....i am really very piggish like that. i restrained from having ice-cream AGAIN at plucks when melissa was having her (damnnn good) lychee martini though. so i should get some credit for that
haji lane with fera ball sam melissa ltr in the night...just like the ol times (=

ytd i went through the whole day being very shifty and disturbed cos i kept thinking theres sch the next day. jln kayu for dinner and reached di's house in time for betty the ugly heh heh heh but to my horror i completely missed filmart!!!and i thought itt'd be damn good too about some psycho lady in love...urgh.i was already half asleep in by the time we reached my house that i don't rmb showering before going to bed (whoops)

.......and today, i'm just glad its a youth day holiday!! staying at home just being...vibrant and youthful (= right. hahaha just being sluggish and snacking alot is more like it
great way to end the week (no wait, its actually the start of the week. just.....awesome!)
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i really haven't been watching a lot of movies. like the last one i saw in the theatres was...i can't even rmb. there's alot of good ones coming up though. i really can't wait for harry's order!!! and i wanna watch flying scotsman etc etc so many good films now plus there's even a thai thriller (or so i've heard) i wanna go watch a movieeeeeeeeee

2007-07-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

whiny fera, bad lighting

okay fine...so i'm a little slow

the only successful shot
slapjack
sorry mel i just had to put this up hahaha definitely the "Queen of Old Maids"

friday

2007-06-28T09:52:00.000+08:00

i'm quite peeved now cos i'm idling my time away with the superficial (like there's nothing better to do then read about britney getting a nipple slip or flashing her undies) just because my last paper starts at 1. i could have been doing my paper at 8 just now and be finished with it in half and hours time just so i can move on with my life.........

2007-06-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

physics corner (hahaha)
wow i'm really........very dark!

last (as usual)

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sam's birthday surprise! (=

2007-06-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

i feel so dirty now i cannot possibly start on econs

2007-06-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh heh............................................................................................................................................
yall remember the 111 person!?! (that's right, i've forgotten all about him too..) but that was until i saw him at the bus stop today!! no, not the bus-stop at orchard boulevard but at jurong!!!!!!!!!!!!
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okay....so i didn't see him as in the REAL person but he was on the poster at the bus-stop!! he's like a celebrity now WOWOWOW!! its like a photo of him rockclimbing and its some charity thing (i think) and he's representing the deaf-mute (blah-blah-blah)
hahaha it totally made my day like i was very cheery and happy and =) and i was reminded of the time when i always looked forward to seeing him at the busstop every morning and watching him(discreetly), conversing with his friend in sign (sighzzz, so attractive hellz...i think he's damn man like exactly what i would look for in a man(ha ha ha)..like you know everyone has diff tastes cos the 111 frequents i.e annabelle emil sakinah says he's quite ugly grr)
i wonder if he's still teaching at that special school.sometimes if i was lucky during morning mass runs...i can see him walking at the carpark you know???

p.s. okay all of you must watch out for this poster at bustops..MUST okay! this man is really very special cos he's the only man i've ever liked at first sight and even the second and third sight!!
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well...that was fun. i've got quite a lot of photos from the past week but i'm quite lazy to post them up....some other day. in the mean time, let me brood over the fact that school starts in a days time. how.....very dull

2007-06-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

i just dulled myself staying home the whole day today. wait...it's not even the whole day yet. it's not even 7.

2007-06-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

hi my mouth feels damn dry and my nose is leaking like nobody's business (of course its nobody's business except mine) i ate 4 cold relief tablets in 6 hrs onozzz

i wish i was having a fever instead. i know when i have a fever it'll be really damn bad until i can't get out the bed my head will feel really heavy and i can't carry myself i'll be crawling to the toilet and i can't even stand for a second. lucky it happens only like once in a few years..but everytime i have a fever i'll lose up to 4kg!!! hahaha so cool but i'll be so happy after recovering and go binging again and regain the lost pounds

.........camp wasn't that bad but i hated the fact that we had to sleep on chairs i nearly cried cause i woke up every hour waiting for 6 to come. second night i really couldn't stand it i slept on the floor risking lizards/cockroaches/mice crawling all over me. anwz playing goalie is actually quite awesome though i didn't really like it the first time..plus i got hit on the crotch TWICE omg i nearly died the first time- it's like WHAM!! ball hit by faizal..imagine how hard and accurate that hit was urgh i think it was going at like 10000km/hr. I WANTED TO DIE!! the first thing i could think of was to collapse and just faint right there and then (i collapsed, but didn't faint..just so you know)but i think i'm quite strong and withstood the throbbing for the rest of trng hahaha its still a little swollen till now

but actually, sometimes i feel quite sad and bored just watching all the action from my post

I didn't actually have time to rest since sat i think that's why i'm having a cold now. and its less than 2 wks till summer tests and i haven't started on anything yet...seems like nothing changed at all. should've gone to study with ball ytd maybe she could inspire me or smth

nvm i hope i will fully utilize my plan to go study tmr

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i just found this photos at jean's..i miss crescent where everyday was all play and no study..esp when you're in 4s3 everyday is like a play-school!

mel kelly and siew up to no good (as usual)..i bet they're busy vandalising jean's fan posters
..when the sch gives us free toys and an abundant supply of tic-tacsi rmb the day azlin got damn pissed off with me laughing and having the time of my life in the corridors, she dragged me to the vp just because i was in my pe shirt after 11.15...good times!!

"hi! don't you wish you were cool like me?"

2007-06-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

today is damn frustrating. i was so peeved just now in the morning and now i've accidentally deleted ALL the msgs in my hp. it happened twice before but it was only inbox but now even the archives (!!!) where i stored all my reminders and impt things cause my memory is damn bad (yes i admit) urghhhh. if i could blame it on anything, its my speedy fingers...
just to make myself feel better.

2007-06-02T02:17:00.000+08:00

whoa whoa whoa the hols moving damn quickly! snails like me cannot survive in this fast-paced life..not possible
but finally!!.. today i managed to have a comfortable sluggish day. i got up at 1 to nas's 5 missed calls wow. it started raining heavily though, soon after...lovely! so i slept in somemore cos ytd night was quite terrible at di's

anwz, i really don't feel like going for cop ever again. it's like a chore you know. not that i don't like the kids, they're adorable(some) its just that i've been away for so long, the thought of finally coming down again feels so weird and i might feel unwanted. hur (long time since i used this)
i can't wait for ocip though!! (= heh heh heh

plus i'm snacking horribly now cause my mom just came back from jb with her friends and they brought home like what i choose to believe the whole of the supermart or smth
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......being online don't seem too appealing nowadayz. everytime will be a new disappointment which'll leave me upset for the rest of the night. i think this just shows how petty a person i am
urgh
......i shall just go please myself with ohnotheydidn'tzz and ljcomms for the rest of my night

2007-05-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

another great ending to a great week (right....)

i went to sch at 2++ for college day(actually for mel and marissa) it was pretty boring. over on the other side ij lost to hwa chong..by a big margin. but i don't really care
........
mel and i went down to newton circus for dinner with the rest YAY i finally met up with siew, sam, jean, ball SO HAPPY!! but fera couldn't make it )= its been such a long time since i saw annabelle i miss you!!!
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things are getting a lot better =D

/edit ( credits to jean )

2007-05-21T02:51:00.000+08:00

good, good :D

2007-05-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

hi today was very fun i wish everyday in school was like this
........

spent the whole morning writing essays (no actually it was only 2) gp went quite well though i don't know why i chose that topic and even worse than that, i spoke up for mothers urgh i hate myself now. mtl was quite bad i did my essay in 45min flat and spent the rest of the time counting a grand total of 390 words (wow!!!)

and then....we had so much time on our hands!i love it! so a few of us decided to play hahaha its been such a long time since i played in sch (since crescent days) wanted to play catching at first but joelle&kevin went causeway and the rest went don't-know-where so jy sy marissa halimah and i stole (not really) some sticks and played hockey in the fucking hot sun WAH damn shiok...right.

found joelle and kevin back in the canteen and they wanted to play somemore. we wanted to play floorball at the futsal court but all the floorball people there so we shy and ended up running around the whole sch looking for the aquila cheerleaders(no actually we were looking for melissa) they are always going into hiding we had a difficult time and before we could find them....SPOILER! i had to go for the cb 3rd council investiture. so i ran all the way to the third floor to discover that i wasn't in my uniform and ran all the way to the canteen again, wore my uniform over my stinky pe shirt and ran all the way up again (...life is good)
rusy pangseh me (i hate her!) so i had to sit through the whole thing beside this weirdo teacher who keeps talking to himself (actually i think he was talking to me)
...................................finally ended at 3 rushed to the grandstand so exciting!!...not. aquila is so dull, and it doesn't help that we were sitting next to taurus they were cheering and cheering i was damn jealous, so me joelle and haziqah formed our own screaming club WHOA we scream until all the aquila runners come in 1st man we are awesome!! (no, i was kidding. i am always in the blue house. blue houses are always loser houses. forget about being first)....exciting event!! sports sch people run in tights very sexy!! and they run like the wind...literally(i am so envious) and they sneak out in the middle of the night to have sex on top of teletubby hill (glenn told me. i hope he wasn't lying) okay sports day was just very fun we played alot and it ended with stealing rasalas and taurus food under their very noses heh heh heh
went for dinner with atiqah sy marissa and jy they very very funny. funny like the moon and i don't wanna leave them so i ask them to stay for a while longer. i think they don't want to leave me either- we finally left at close to 9

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what an awesome way to end my weekend (=

2007-05-17T11:44:00.000+08:00

cool cool cool kevin kenneth and alex also never go school

2007-05-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH I'VE GOT THE BEST NEWS EVER =)

2007-05-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

{/edited} school over the past 2 months (or so):

2007-05-12T21:53:00.001+08:00

i hate it

2007-05-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA everyone has just got to disable their anonymity on friendster its really damn exciting knowing who views your profile
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okay so i ended my week on a pretty pleasant note
though i got pretty pissed off at the fat bitch, who gave me a fucking 30(/100) for my essay(so it was a little short& messy, but i'm hell sure its undeserving of such an obscene score) i crushed it up and threw it into the wastepaper basket but whatever nobody has to get worked up over this

OCIP interview went well (i hope) and by the time my turn ended it was close to 7 and then played a little hockey with jy and another 2 hockers till around 8 plus

i'm quite happy(= now i just wish i didn't have to wake up so early every sat to do cip urgh

2007-05-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

i think i've got a damn huge problem understanding shakespearean sonnets like wtf is he talking about he is full of bullshit (i am really not looking forward to doing tempest urgh).
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hi my public holiday ytd wasn't that eventful cause afterall i didn't think i really needed it. i kept away from sch for 2 days the last week so i'm quite a happy galz already

uhm mon night i wanted to stay up till like 415am cos they were showing all the thrillers but then i slept through the middle of scream3 cos i am a coward (no i was sleepy) i made sure i didn't miss drumline ytd aftnn though! and i was talking to pearlyn and zach online the two palz i haven't spoken to or seen in the longesttt time ever i was so happy!

sch is getting relatively better i'm glad for my classmates. there's always atiqah&sy my fav ijc galz hahaha (besides *) and there's jingyi the most destructive girl ever and elisha& falina forever bickering secretly. and then there's glenn 'on-the-ball' sajan and charles whom i think is damn cute when he's gushing(over you-know-who) and kenneth, who proclaimed today that he and i are in the same league (omg no waaay)

ps. sitt/4s3 can we like mass collect our certs so exciting it'll be like a cmi class reunion but a gathering nonetheless since its so fucking troublesome and nobody in our class is exactly that free or bothered to organize one anyways (don't worry that's what makes us 4s3 hahaha) okay okay okay???

i miss annabelle the mostessst everrr i realized i never really appreciated how funny she was hahaha(in a way) i'm sorry our dates always fail we meet-up for dinner soon and rmb, we still have to go bunjee together! with fera also!
& i miss sam and the foolish and stupid things we always come up (**BEST EVER: one love duet HAHA) with and we're forever playing and failing together hahaha. i'll still go to your place for pool don't worry!

2007-04-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

2007-04-22T18:24:00.000+08:00

i'm finally doing smth to my long-stagnant fster acc omg like nobody wants to add me nobody likess meee D= hahaha okay whatever i'm at di's house now in hope getting a more conducive place to do my work but we're like binging and watching tv since morning- i've yet to do anything yet and half a day is gone. omg omg i'm like panicking a little there's so much to doooo. and i'm fucking screwed cause i haven't done much for my malay blog when we're supposed to have like about 18 entries by now already urgh plus there's still that mt module essay to research on by thur. ytd night i was damn tired when i got home but i still wanted to finish like atleast half of the shit but i ended up being bored and zfsweff on my econs lnotes instead

but anwz all that is besides the point. i've got more impt issues to discuss: ytd i was walking home from the mrt stn cos my card had like zero$ and i had no coins. & like on the way home there'll be this uhm mini reservoir-like place i have to walk through. it was like 11++ and damn fucking dark cos some of the lamps blew out. so there i was strolling along, minding my own business (oh wait, i forgot to add like right now there's some construction at the place cos they're building a hospital) THEN in the distance i saw like on top of a container(you know the ones we usually find at a site)....a bangla man just squatting up there, staring at me. I was like oh shitttt i nearly pee-d in my fucking pants it was damn creepy like wtf does he want from me. i wanted to like run back to where there are people which is quite far, but being the brave cannot lose face galz that i am (HAHAHA), i continued walking/brisk-walking past the man pretending that he was never there. I...survived, of course. or i wouldn't be here worrying about homework

okay bye i'm going off for dinner (finally)

2007-04-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

the school is horrible i fell (so embarassingzz urgh) while running before the first bell and they still want me to run around the parade sq gr25rrr i hate ijc it so troublesome to be late double gr345rrrr
but anwz like geog was first and its my mostest luvahh luvahh subject i cheered up almost immediately(right). pe was okay though we ended with the most abusive form of push ups everrrr- subduction har har har. uhm wednesdays are the bestesttt day i end damn fucking early!! lovess it!
...impromptu floorball trng with sy and halimah so fun!...atleast till the part where they had to run the track 10xx thats awesome i obviously ran away( i shall crash touch trng one day). dinner @horizon with my babies marissa halimah sy and then the end life suxx

pw groupings out today haziqah nas marissa joelle awesome!!!& i'm treasurer heh heh heh $$$$

i feel like listening to jason mraz nowzadayzz he is thu cooolesttt which reminds me that celeste still has my mraz album )=

2007-04-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

greeeaaaaatttttt day!!! =)

2007-04-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiii heh heh heh i am a happy girl now i can jump the bull and draw krabby patties i just watched The Last Samurai its my favzzz movie ever!!

2007-04-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

As of now, I would much rather climb up a flight of stairs than to go down one

2007-04-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

As much as I hate to admit this, I really miss being in crescent/s3. Not that I have awful class/schoolmates; in fact, 41c is awesome( pretty much ) But its just that I can't get myself to be familiar with everything and everyone. I can't walk/run/hop/jump/prance around in the corridors/auditorium/classroom/rotunda/whatevers without feeling stupid. And then there's the issue with homework. I can't ever get away without doing my work plus I can't ever be punctual with it. I can only rely on Elisha to not hand in assignments with me- even Melissa's doing her work now that sucks.

Anwz

I can never get enough of Craig David

okay desperate is starting ^^

you made the message too damned clear

2007-04-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

...and after two days of good public holiday fun, I shall wholly dedicate my sunday to finishing up the assignments cooped up in my bag

2007-04-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

I wish I could play an instrument. And fly. I want to be a bird.

2007-04-04T07:52:00.000+08:00

Of course, I'm supposed to be in school now. But looking at the pace of our geog tutor, I'll be better off spending a few more hours at home. ( and I'm more than glad to skip 6 rounds around the track for pe heh heh )

2007-04-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

Everyday is just so mundane and full of shit, but I've really got no other choice but to...uhm, Seize the Day! if that is what it takes to make things better for myself.

2007-04-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

2007-04-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

Hi babies i'm back from lj (though my hair is still unacceptable) whatever

its already 2 weeks into school and i've done everything& anything except try to read up on econs

its been alright so far i guess like my classmates are an (more than) okay bunch and then there's atiqah and siew yuan!!and kenneth the primary school boy hahaha so...schoool is awesome!

I'm lying. I hate school

Went for netball training on saturday might be the only thing i'm looking forward to next week

Hi sam we miss you

2007-02-19T20:04:00.000+08:00

i got all happy being drenched today. reminded me of sjc camp
anw talking about camp, i saw UAC on tv the other day. cos i was channel surfing and saw a glimpse of the lagoon and helmet and blue polo tee and i was like AO def.the artists were doing the zipline& you know the zipline in UAC is the highest in southeast asia one. everytime during camp whenever i'm secretly hoping it will rain i will check out the zipline to see whether there are birds sitting on it. if there's alot alot of birds lined up on the zipline, it means that theres gonna be a heavy rain. if there's like only a few, it'll just be a passing rain (omgzz i HATE passing downpours) and if there's none at all, just means i'll grow darker urgh
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I am so gonna start following up on this seasons american idol after watching the tube on nad's blog (omgoshh the beatboxer awesomezzz!) and this whole affair with the chris sligh bloke. Yayzz wednesdays thursdays& fridayss tv ain't gon be so dull no more with ai and survivorrr. Oh and mondays too cos HEH HEH HEH desperate season 3 issss comingggg WHOOOO LOVVVEVA LONGORIA ; )

2007-02-16T16:37:00.000+08:00

I don't have to go TGIF! cos I hadzz an awesome weeeek ^^

ANYWAYS
I am running out of $$$ this bad cause I've still got atleast another month of BIG SPENDING( ka-chingzz ) I think I blew most of it on (heh heh) food and transport(have.got.to.stop.taking.cabs urgh) i need to go for camp COME ON why is there no school camps in february! SCHOOL PRINCIPALS *SUCK COCK! BLOODY WANKERS. I shall go riot. just maybe I can get some money out of it

And I got up this morning and checked my phone& found (0) unread msgs and (0)missed calls NOBODY LOOVESS MEEE NOBODY CAREEESSS. HA HA. damn ittt i shouldn't have opted to stay home today and gone to lunch and catch up with emil& hazimah. buut NO, my conscience (omgosh shitzz eminem's its been a long time since i heard it) told me to stay home & save my money HA HA omg that was damn stupid but i've been going out every single day so much except most sundays maybe i felt i should stay home my mummy neeeds me hahaha ok shut up aisyah

whytf can I not listen to justin fucking timberlake on my own blog?!? this is terrible everybody is going against meeee I shall go seek refuge. in the toilet. I need to piss

damn it why am i so full of shit

2007-02-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

okay i feel very tired and wasted nowzz (fff i've always hated the way your bed is comfier than mineee i can just flop right this second) but vday was well spent HAHA had to make a wasted trip (not really) to punggol first though, in the afternoon so i couldn't meet up with siew and jean for korean vday lunch (oh yeah that reminds me: i have to try out that BaliThai retaurant at siews place SOON. omgosherrss i feel happy just thinking about it)

AND iwo jima's coming out soon. HI SIEW WE HAVE A DATE

2007-02-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

hi bad day today i was being such a grouch

go on to watch the rest of it. & just when i thought youtube was starting to bore me,

2007-02-12T09:04:00.000+08:00

I won't turn my back again

i've been eating so much good food the past few days i feel like a (fat) blessed baby

anyways you know i really don't want to go back to school. life was really damn good the past 2 months. I remember i really detested school since pr sch and almost every week i MUST throw a tantrum about going to school and create problems for my mom. like there was one time in pr2 i kicked up a fuss at home first and cried and cried. then when she still wouldn't allow me to stay home, i just sat at the void-deck like a kid rebelzz omg. but then i just hate having to wake up so early in the morning okay what shit is that such a CHORE. And then in secondary school i rmb sec1 i had the lousiest attendance ever HAHAH like almost every week must sleep in once so no need to go to school. in sec2 fera won me in having worst attendance, but nvm haha cos we ended up partnersss in sec3 and 4 and we influenced each other not to skip sch and just sleep during lessons instead. but still the both of us ended having poor conduct that mrs tan had to compromise with mrs lee about atleast giving us a good if we change in the last semester hahaha okay those were the good ol' days with fera

but i guess if i go to a polytechnic it wouldn't be so bad(i hope)
WOW Things are starting to look up already!

And i think my results aren't so bad, atleast i got 2 distinctions for eng and math. its just my blasted humanities. and malay. other than thattt its not so baaaaddddd
HAHA shit i think i've like got a knack to loook on the brighter side of life all the time and assuring myself that everything is okay. NO WONDER at all why i'm like this

Noooootttt gooood, aisyah

2007-02-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

omgoshersss my life is damn sad

i was looking through all the different courses in various polys namely NYP/NP/SP and thennnn i saw the AWESOMEEESTTT course (go check out the modules!!) everrr and then i got really excited and checked the JAE booklet for its course code and to my DISMAY i couldn't find it at allllll. I checked one, two, three and more times but still cannot!! you know why?? cause the course is only applicable through JPSAE and for that i would have to go down for an interview with a portfolio of some sort. WHYYYYYY??? not like i've done any video or anything but i can learn righttt!! i can be their BEST film producer is only they give me a chanceeeee. URGHHH

okay that's all i just needed to whine bye

2007-02-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

omg i don't know why i was feeling so distraught just now. like i know i didn't expecct much, not that i even expected anything in the first place. but the fact that i got such a BIG whole number isn't very niceee you know. i wouldn't mind at all a 19 cause it looks ALOT better than a fucking 20. TWENTYYYY urghhh how ugly

but anyways, i was in the cab home just now and we went pass SA. soooooooo damn saaaad it was likeee... a nostalgic moment- plus Breakaway was playing on the radio (not that it has any relevance, but still its like a sad, inspiring song. you know?) and then i remembered how much i really wanted to go there and it all started coming back. WHYYYYY (and my friend just told me that she's going SAAAA. rachel's in SA. joanne's going SA. and just now xingtong told me guang jie's in SA. so manyyyy primary sch friendsss. I WANNA GO TO SA TOOOO)nad and polly suXxx (ok not really)
i thought i was over the SA phase already. but i guess noooottt. that sucksss yo

& i think i'm pretty decided on poly already. SP, NYP, Ngee Ann woteverrrr mannn JUST BRING IT ONNN. HAHA okay shut up i still don't know what course i wanna take, so quit asking

oh yes and i was also thinking just now, about why i felt upset when i'm not supposed to, (like i should be thankful to have not even stepped over the above 20 mark since you knowww.. i didn't study at all) and i came to the conclusion that even though i didn't expect much, there was that teeny weeny part of me that really wanted at least a 11-18 range, atleast a number which didn't look as hideous as 20. and also the fact that everybody(4s3) was getting 14/15/16/17/18 kindaaa thing and i'm the only loser who got a fucking 20. YOU KNOW!?? what else uhhh. oh yeah and like just now mas was asking me whether i'm an ambitious person aaand yeah i told her, atleast i used to be. In fact i was so ambitious i wanted to be an architect when i was in pr2. i wanted to be an architect, an interior designer and a cartoonist all at once. i wanted to be a netball coach and an author/writer in pr5. and thennnn... it just stopped there.i don't know, i just felt pretty useless and inferior in crescent that i just stopped having dreams and i'm damn bad at showing off so i lay low. all that and you add it with my go with the flow, bo chap character and you get the aisyah i am now. fuuucckkk me, i'm sexy.

actually uh i really don't know what i just said i was really just rambling and being upset and stupid so i doubt anybody can comprehend any of the shit i just wrote but good job if you did anyway

today judy pissed me off, gave me a bad headache, neck ache and back ache because she fucked pj everyday for the past month. hi judy i miss you ;)

bye!

2007-02-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

BAWLSSSSS urghhh I want my hairrr backkkk

2007-02-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

credits: Hafiz/ Sijin

Alright!!
I owe her a treat for that one

they seriously made it look damn easy

THAT'S WHAT I GO TO CAMPP FORRR : D

2007-02-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

i am bloody pissed now cause the file i'm downloading isn't moving at all and its making my computer lag
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met up with sam jean and suhong omgosherrrssss i was damn bloated first me and sam ate at the nana thai restaurant at fareast then suhong and jean joined us at gelare and then we went to city hall to eat at soup spoon and thennnn to mos and jean's housiee for dinner. 5 meals in one day- SUPERRRRR!!!

we met siew at fareast!!! i was so happy to see her!

anyways, siew aside(HAHAHA), i went to cut my hair today i look like a butchzZz yo. HORRIBLEEEE. i don't wanna go school on friday i'll get ball or sam or whoever to collect for me thanks!

okay goodnight i've got nothing else to say sorry i'm dullll

2007-02-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

credits: Joel

3R6 KekEx Chillicwabzz

strong and sturrrrdy

thanks alot ruben& his fat arms

2007-02-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

I'm baccckkkkkk!! from ngee ann camp. it was pretty awesome except for the fact that i received a major sandfly attack during their nightwalk URGH. besides that, i think i encountered my first very real ghostly experience. not a very exciting one though, but it frightened the hell out of me for a while that i quickly ran to (the other) aisyah who was stationed a few metres away

but anw i was totally bummed out during campfire aaand there was no bumble beeing or shark attacking! nor was there any fingering HAHA (ok fine, lingering). the whole thing was pretty sad actually. not sad as in crying sad but sad as in pathetic sad. you know?

okay i'm going out for dinner with my cutesy palzz
bye babies
(photos another time)

i miss alot alot of people i must meet up with them soon!

2007-01-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

Telok Kurau Primary Camp Bloopers:

Activity: Abseiling
Participant: Khairil
"Eh 5R when khairil comes down yall go G-O-O-D-J-O-B GOOD JOB! GOOD JOB! is that OK?"

"Alright!"
And then i saw ahmad on the other side belaying his kids for rockclimbing and grinning his ass off and i couldn't stand it already, so i went
"And then whenever you see instructor Ahmad you must go B-L-O-W-J-O-B BLOWJOB! BLOWJOB! okay!"
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CAMPFIRE NIGHT- Just before closing ceremony
Zack(camp chief) : okay before we end this night, i am going to sing you a very special song. this song is called "Linger"
*clears throat*
Zack(singing): Mmhmm I wanna finger you...mhmm
Trainers/teachers: O.0
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HAHA okay of course i'm just kidding. everything here is purely fictional. if my students goes home singing B-L-O-W-J-O-B BLOWJOB BLOWJOB to their parents i'll just die la okay. And btw, zack has a damn good voice and i saw some of my kids crying while he was singing

but anyways taking a primary school is really very exhausting. they'll keep on asking the same question every 10minutes and every single instruction given to them literally goes in one ear and comes out the other. but other than that, i've no problem working with kids (especially if they're adobrable heh). and truthfully, some of the kids in my class are really sweet. like their gestures and all

i want want want photos from liling. only, she's still doing her camelot camp

2007-01-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

I'm losing my voice, my left feet hurts, I'm now blacker than the last you saw me black, my nails are in a bad condition, and i've got, i think, like the highest degree of rope burn.

But i'm self-satisfied.

2007-01-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

shitzzzo i have to report to the sch tmr morning do you know how bloody far that is. like alll the way in eunos okay. atleast punggol mcc if take cab is alot cheaper. urgh but nvm that i'm still looking forward to doing a pr sch it should be quite fun from what i've been told

anyways i'm thinking of going back to crescent next tueday to like settle a few things( HA HA ) i meant to get my testimonial hurhur. okay quite exciting i can't wait to drink from the water coolers again
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leticia says:
eh.
leticia says:
teach me how to seduce shawn lee.

HAHAHAHHA omg leticia is DA ULTIMATEEE

2007-01-15T09:14:00.000+08:00

13/01/07 (credits: Annabelle)

23/12/06-Xmas dinner (credits: Jean)

2007-01-14T13:46:00.000+08:00

shit i look damn dark right. you can't even see my face. and then in the second photo you can see the tan line at my arm the sleeve there
&everyone's in the photo except for ms "handsome" valerie the spoiler. i think la should be there's spose to be 34 of them,

2007-01-14T11:13:00.000+08:00

Okay yesterday when i reached home i was quite happy cause i managed to catch up with 3 of my favourite pals : DDD And then tuesday i'll get to meet sam&siew too!

but anw i went back yesterday to find that my sister rented Just Like Heaven which made my day even more so i quickly quickly changed out and i keep messing up the show with Lakehouse (which was just as exellento a movie) aaaand then it finished at around 3 so i went to sleep and then this morning i woke up at 9! not bad ah. that's like only 6hrs of sleep. somemore i was quite tired when i met pearlyn ball and brenda yest night. i think i learnt well in camp

sjc sjc camp. it started raining really badly from first night onwards and the tents were all messed up, there were barely any activities, i didn't get to do any belaying cause high ropes had to be cancelled, and mainly everybody was just wet. Toilet duty for first day was Hell with a capital H. OMg total chaos okay urgh i was almost dying cause it was quite screwed up and both sections started having their shower times clashed. Ellis was fun to work with and overall my girls were pretty okay nobody too whiny or anything. not a great team though cause they were prety much divided and not much teamwork but ellis and i sort them quite okay by the end of camp. They enjoyed themselves uh so it wasn't too bad. okay i hope ellis sends me the photos soon

but overall, phs camp was alot better. i learnt alot more and eventhough like i got the normal tech class and we all started out pretty bad, but they've just got their way uh. its just not in their nature to listen but the respect is still there like.. i don't know how to describe it. I learnt alot more from instructors in phs camp also. They were alot more professional and looked out for me also, seeing that i'm youngest and new to this. sjc instructors i worked with were just very..heavy smokers. That's pretty much all i can say about them. with the exception of a few whom i'm really grateful towards. PHS Campfire night was the greatest experience and i almost teared when we sung the Linger song. For sjc campfire, there was just alot of... screaming. Like what you'll get in crescent.
okay so i guess its true what they say about first camps always being the best. so there you have it: i won't ever forget my first camp experience with PHS- as an instructor

I want to linger here mhmm
A little longer here mhmm
A little longer here with you,
It's such a perfect night mhmm
It doesn't seem quite right mhmm
That this should be my last with you

Mmhmm And when comes September mhmm
I want to remember mhmm
Our camping days and friendships true,
And as the years go by mhmm
I'll think of you and sigh mhmm
This is goodnight and not goodbye

2007-01-09T20:19:00.000+08:00

I'm like black like i've never been black before. And for the first time I'm starting to peel after a tan. On the nose somemore urgh

I feel you creepin i can see it in my shadow
wanna jump up in my lamborghini gallardo
maybe go to my place and just kick it like taebo
And possibly bend you overrr
Look back and watch me,

HAHA okay i miss Ad forever singing that song and the campfire:when the cold wind blowwsss song especially. she has a damned good singing voice. i hope i get more camps with herrr though i don't know her that much but still listening to her voice is good enough heh

yay sjc camp tomorrowwww

2007-01-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

2 camps for the next 2 weeks
bye frenzz

2007-01-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

Grace is being such an absolute a-hole, i refuse to talk to her anymore. even worse than my swan gal pal. But nvm that

I wanted to write about presbyterian's camp but i decided that i shall wait for my second camp this wednesday so i can come up with a better, more comprehensive, maybe a compare-contrast kind of entry so that it'll be a better read. but to start off with, i think i have the bestesttt kind of part-time job ever. And i'm loving it : D

they're showing catch me if you can AGAIN. how dull is that. I have to get geared up for orientation training tmr but i just feel like a slugggg now all thanks to A Boring Day At Home

okay as far as i know/heard/read, everybody's enjoying their orientations in jc and adapting to the overload of boys HAHA. good thing. i hope they don't forget me too soon though. Anddd i missed campfire cause i was having my own campfire@ubin and i'm gonna have to give cca day a miss too. Nevermindddd, i'm not to keen in going back anyway. Once a crescentian, never a crescentian again. HA HA

2007-01-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

Meet the worlds biggest Asshole.

2007-01-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

urgh just when i thought its stopped raining already it starts again. what a spoiler.
okay this week& the next is gonna be busy.i only have like sunday and tuesday

tuesday maybe meet up with sam cause she won't have work on that day also& then the third week start crashingggg. and i wanna meet up with ball for waffletown also aaaand also set a date with my school-less palz (i.e. sam jean suhong bi atikah sp izz ashikin they all) and ask them along to downtown east for a buffettt and celebrate our (temporary) freedom (if it is anything to be celebrated at all) andandand i wanna meet up with pearlyn too cause cause i haven't seen her in a looong time who else who else. zach also cause i haven't seen him in an extremely long time

i shall sleep at 10.30 today so goodnight 40 minutes in advance

2007-01-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

Famous G
okay so i'm a little late in welcoming the New Year on my blog- but ending 2006 this year had been pretty uneventful cause firstly, I was far away from home&friends and secondly, my relatives and all were more caught up with Hari Raya Haji than they were the New Year; or else we would have had a late night barbeque accompanied by fireworks courtesy of the neighbours(as planned earlier). But nvm that,kampong trip this year by far was the BESTESTTT ever cause EVERYBODY were there. There were around 26 of us under one roof and this rarely ever happened. In fact it only ever happened once before. And that was agesss ago.So we managed a full family photo before we left(with the exception of my uncle who just passed away& one of my cousins who was stuck in sg) We visited my late uncles fresh grave(HAHAHH ok sssi inside joke) and i thought it was kinda sad for my grandparents cause they are like one child less now left with 3

I usually don't make it a point to make resolutions every new year, knowing that i would probably forget about it the day after. However 2007 seems like a whole new beginning, ( this cannot be explained, but i think its because my bday date'll be like this: 27/07/07 cool right!) therefore... I still shan't try making any new years resolutions.

actually i have nothing much to say about the new year since i obviously wouldnt know what the future holds for me. so i'll dedicate this Year 2007 entry to 2006 in crescent

okay lets sseee i guess i never really looked forward to this year at all because of olvls& all and knowing that playtime would soon be over before i can even say "MARCO" (if you know what i mean) But of course, sec4 didn't turn out like anything any of us in 4s3 expected. Going into the second semester, you can see c&g classes students already getting down to business- making use of every free period possible to finish up their work or going for consultations. But everyone of us in 4s3 were still reliving playschool days where A is for Apple and Barney is a dinosaur.The teachers spent lessons talking to themselves while Mrs Tan spent amath lessons crying(HAHA ok sorry that was too much of an exagggeration)

oh shit i'm taking to long just writing this entry. I'm getting kinda lazy to write any more already plus i've got alot to unpack and have to sleep for a while before i leave home soon so i'll cut it short

As i was saying, although i have this horrible feeling i totally messed up my olevels, it is entirely my fault for not taking exams seriously and i should just grow up and stop playing a fool already.I should've felt disappointed/ashamed of my results early enough. So i've got my teachers to thank, friends who made my crescent life bearable(enjoyable even,)aaand...i can't think of any more to say just yet but you get the drift

have fun in school tmr palz!

kbye!

2006-12-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Nothing can make me happier today than finally getting hold of Taufik's album, eating sushi while walking home,receiving an awfully awww-ish msg from judy& being promised smth from boss(which is, a BIG deal cause you don't expect him to give a damn)

okay for the record, I am now a gladproudGLAD owner of both autographed albums from taufik- thank you thank you,(credit goes to sam for the second album. AND also,of course, the short-lived conversation over the phone)

With training camp shifted to next week, I am now officially free to go to the zoo with classmatesss(I would OF COURSE prefer to go chill at your housie, sam grr) tomorrow. URGH omg entrance fee is FIFTEEN BIG BUCKS!?? wot a turn off

okay sorry I had nothing else to say. This the next best thing to being speechless (i'm not sure if that made sense) Loooooveeeeva longoriaaa♥

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ARGHHH i totally wasted a purrrfectly BRILLIANTTTT entry that I wrote a couple of days ago and thought today might be a good day to post it BUT NOOO its all erased URGHHH tha is downright weaakk yo
^*&: maybe its not all that brilliant the way I described it- just wanted to emphasize the greatness of my loss HAHA

okokokk lovelies see you 2nd

2006-12-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

Imma be away from tmr till 2nd jan okay and there will be no need to miss me
Don't msg/call from friday afternoon onwards cause I'll be in malaysia till New Years night (urgh)

Aaand, pack your schoolbags kids cause schools reopening real soon!like in a weeks time. Good luck and have fun for your first 2 months

2006-12-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

this is Brilliant HAHA Nice come back and i'm really drained so goodnight babies

2006-12-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

I expected more from Love Actually. It's horrifyingly dull (the first half an hour into the movie,atleast. Cos I didn't stick around to watch the rest of it)
I spent the whole day watching Christmas Specials on tv- from a corny unicorn show to Video Music awards, Elf, Wish upon an Star and now this. I wish I had new dvds to watch

http://youtube.com/v/MUEQv2qq4DA">

Nvm i'll make myself happy with this in the meantime

2006-12-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

OKAY sam is the bestestttt ever!!! She just put me on the phone with Taufik WHOOOOO
: D : D : D : D
I am a happy happy girl

Oh and I would've been sore that I didn't catch the week's episode of Girls Out Loud cause everybody seems to be talking about the Mia-Wendy thing. Lucky there's always trusty Youtube, thank god. It's damn funny!! Something Melissa would enjoy, for sure HAHA

Merry Christmas palzz!

The pixie does a Tinkerbell,